worried
hahaha. the title seemed so serious but actually its one of those days that got me thinking. i love to cook and my passion for cooking renewed over the weekend. wait. is that the right term? “renewed”? oh well, i don’t care. going back. so here i was, flipping through the pages of my favorite food magazine and checking out the ways to prepare the food. it got me thinking a lot. all the items listed there are quite easy to prepare. honestly, they are! all i need is a good kitchen and the money to buy all those ingredients and i’ll be on my way to whipping up those yummy dishes. so what’s my worry?
well, i have been fighting over losing weight these days. if i am going to cook those food, i wonder who will eat them? i even thought of inviting friends over to be my guinea pigs as i let them taste the food i prepare. however, i can’t do that often or i’d ran out of budget. so going back to my originally dilemma…who will eat them? surely i can do it but i can’t do it all the time. otherwise, i’d double my weight in no time. my parents can’t also eat them since i am trying to make them eat healthy stuff, yet all i see on the menus are dishes using meat, so it’s a definite no-no.
*sigh* i wish i have the power to whip up dishes anytime i want, without having to worry too much. i can’t wait to start cooking but i guess that won’t be happen for the coming days yet. thinking about that makes me depressed 
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