Wonderful Feeling
Over the past few moths, I have not really spoiled myself since I was thinking that I have a lot of bills to pay and I won’t be able to spare some for myself. This arrangement seemed like forever for me and I feel such a loser for not being able to buy the things I want when my salary is way above those who have clerical jobs. I work in a BPO company and it is a known fact that we are paid higher compared to the rest of those rank and file employees. So going back, I really felt I was a loser. I can’t even buy my own toiletries. I have to ask my mom to buy one for me since I’m strapped from head to toe with all these bills and debts and other stuff. After I got my salary last week, I didn’t spend any of it and it was just waiting for me to go to the nearest machine to cash it out and get sent to payment machines. But this time I didn’t go. Was too lazy to hit the road. The cash is still intact and I suddenly felt good about myself knowing that I have money in my ATM card. It got me thinking… “So this is how it feels knowing you have enough money to last a month?” The money I had was only my 2 weeks pay yet to me it seemed like a fortune already. I wonder how many years more do I have to wait for me to be able to have financial freedom. I really hope the time comes where I’d just sit and relax, not worrying about a single cent I’ll spend since I know that I have enough to last me a lifetime. I hope this wonderful feeling wouldn’t end. I hope all my debts will disappear so that I can get my life back. That way I can enroll on some prestigious cosmetology colleges online.
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