vanishing friends
Seems like friends come and go in my life. Am not sure why this happens to me but I’m beginning to wonder if I’m some sort of a pit stop for these guys. Like I’m on some mission to save them from anything then when they are all healed and patched they leave. And the problem is I get too close to all of them and without realizing it, they’ll all vanish in thin air.
Yeah, we still communicate at times but most often, it is me who also try to keep my distance. Maybe I’m using the excuse of being busy again which may be a reason why I always stay invisible with most chat platforms. So do you think the problem lies within me? Not too sure about that. But sometimes, I just don’t want to be bothered too. Maybe I’m too selfish to share my life with them or even say a simple “Hi” or “Hello”.
Well, this is not the reason why they vanish. For some unknown reason, they just disappear out of my life. One by one. I wonder who’s next. Am not sure if I can bear the thought of losing yet another one.
Maybe I’m born to live alone. No one really knows the answer to this. But maybe, just maybe I am right. Well, in that case, I’m doomed.
Maybe I shouldn’t invest on my feelings anymore. Probably treat them ala deadma style. Don’t get too close. Don’t get too personal. After all they’ll just come and go. Sooner or later. They all will.
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