Penniless

daisy — Mon, 09 Feb 2009 14:17:00 +0000

Today, I spent my last money on good yet cheap food to satisfy my hunger. After this, I think I’d try to look for coins in my coin bank. I really don’t know why I’ve allowed myself to be in this situation. Actually, I’ve had rough times in the past but I was able to manage all of those financial problems through the help of online courses I enrolled over the past years. This is the worst drought for me. If recession is rampant globally, I too am suffering from my own recession. Is there a place here where I can declare bankruptcy? I am broke! My friends may not know this and I’m afraid or I’m not open to telling all of them that I’m broke. But I am. I don’t know what else to do. My salary is not even enough to cover all the bills that I have to pay. And to think that I’m single! Way to go Daisy! I need a miracle! I may have to park my car far from our building so that I don’t have to pay for the parking fee. I may have to resort bringing food in the office to take care of me tummy when it gets hungry. But am still not open to doing all of this. I’m even glad that I decided to change my schedule to avoid the temptation of eating out with colleagues.

Thinking of this dilemma, this is actually a good way for me to work on my diet. No money = no food = getting thin. But i dunno. Am not sure if I can do it. Am not sure if I can resist not eating anything and not answering my tummy’s need for the next 8 hours of work.

I hope I can see light at the end of this misery. I am to blame for what has happened. Of course there’s no one else to blame but me. I hope I will learn from all of this. tsk tsk tsk I better be!

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Penniless