i thought my problem will be solved when i decided to withdraw the money i have been paying for my insurance policy. however, my word fell apart when i learned from my insurance agent that i will only get $250 for 2 of my insurance policies when i have already been paying for it for 7 years. i no longer know what to do. my phone kept ringing and i keep on ignoring it since i don’t have any clue what to tell the collections agent who have been my constant phone stalker for the past 3 months. i wish i know how to solve my own problems. but this time, i am no longer in control of the situation. if i was an evil person, i would have sold our car without my parent’s knowledge just to get the money. or perhaps robbed my friends of their money. but i wasn’t raised like that. i know i should be asking help from HIM but i can’t bring myself to. i don’t even know where to begin. i have attempted once. i actually got some blessings but i am not fully sure if HE really gave me the solution to my problems. i wish my tears would turn into gold so that i can pay off all my debts. if i can only sell my soul to those willing to buy it, i would have done it by now just to ease this misery in my life.

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