Why do I tire myself? Why do I push myself to my limits and in the end suffer the consequence? I really don’t have any clue. I can’t really say that I’m a workaholic. But I don’t understand why I do this to myself.

I have to have an early start for work yet here I am, still doing this. I know that sooner my body will collect all the stress and abuse I gave it. I’m actually experiencing it now. But I’m still not learning. I wish I’d learn and stop this nonsense.

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