I only have $4 in my savings account. Before coming to work, I had to get some coins on my tin can and had it changed to a $2 bill so that I won’t have to carry those coins. I’m really broke. And tomorrow, I had to pay an interest fee to the pawnshop where I  pawned my mom’s jewelry for financial assistance. I’ll have to ask her again to lend me the money to pay for the interest. And on the 8th, I’ll ask money from her again to pay off another loan. I really don’t have any clue why after all this years I keep ending up with bad debt. I am just thankful that I have parents whom I can turn to when I’m at my worst.

I still have no clue how I’ll tell my mom I’ll need to borrow  money from her again. I wish its just easy as counting 1-2-3. When will my problems end? I keep repeating that to myself. I don’t know the answer to my own questions. I just hope they end soon.

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