How pathetic can things be?
Right now, am in the office trying to finish some special tasks asigned to me by my slave driver boss. I hate myself for being here, at 3 o’clock in the freakin morning. I really don’t have to be here. I can always go to the office on a Sunday morning or afternoon. But I just came from a pizza party with some friends and I figured that I’d go straight to the office after the gathering so that I can finish the task I’m supposed to do early. One other reason is that I’m so fat that I already ran out of clothes to wear which was why I decided to head to the office so that I don’t have to go through the painful process of selecting something to wear had I decided to work later in the afternoon or something. Pathetic right? I’m such a loser for being here. The internet is also acting up and I’m not really sure if I’m gonna get things done the way I planned it to be but I really think that my life right now sucks.
I think I need to get things going so that I can leave the office before the day breaks. I’m feeling more depressed now than ever. I wish I could get some inspiration to work out and melt the fats in my body. I wish I could be like my sister who is more disciplined and in control of pampering her body to look pretty. I wish I could be one of those people who doesn’t get fat after eating everything they can lay their eyes on. I wish my life doesn’t have to be this pathetic.
I wish I can move on with this depression building within me. *sigh*
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