feelings…nothing more than feelings…
so what will you do if you want to feel something for someone but you are restricted from doing so?
i don’t know the answer to that one but i have been trying my hardest to contain myself. that way things won’t complicate. i guess i’ll just act like a martyr and wait for the right person to come my way or perhaps wait for this person to realize that i exist too. until then, i’ll probably stay single and unattached. things would be better that way. no heartaches, no complications, no worries, no financial problems, no nothing…i have already accepted the fact that i may stay single for the rest of my life. so i guess i’ll have to invest on health plans and memorial plans, just in case, to avoid bothering people in case my body starts deteriorating.
as for now, i’ll still try to contain myself. but sometimes i get intoxicated by his good smell. if i could only borrow his scent so that i can spread it all over my pillows. that way i know that he’s just there…well, i have to be cool and stay under the radar.
anyway, these are just feelings…nothing more than feelings…
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