Honestly, I am on the verge of giving up. I no longer know what to do. I really feel useless and such a loser for leading this life. A life without meaning and a life full of misery and problems. I wonder if crying will fix the problem. I wonder if a miracle will happen if I just cry. Right now I no longer know what to do. Can I just disappear? Can I? I know deep within that I can’t. I have a social responsibility to my parents and walking away will worsen the situation. Actually, I don’t mind if I walk away but the impact of what I might do will affect our daily lives. I don’t know how hard I need to try for a miracle to happen. I know I brought this upon myself and I guess I am paying for the things that I have done. I just really wish that crying like a mad man will fix my problems. But that’s far from happening.

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