I wanted to cry right now. I really have no idea what’s wrong with me. Maybe the pressure at work or something. I just don’t know. I wish I can tell what’s wrong with me. Am so lost and unsure about everything.

One thing too…I think I am in love with the idea of being in love. But I don’t want to be in one right now. I can’t afford to be in one. I need to stop this crazy feeling. Need to stop thinking of him. Better get my senses back.

Maybe it’s stress and the lack of sleep. Really need this to end. I don’t want my heart to be vulnerable again. This really gotta stop. *sigh*

Let me sleep this over…

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