Bleeding
My heart is bleeding right now. I no longer know what to do. Considering the months I have to go through in taking care of it and making sure that everything will work the way I planned it to be, but with just a blink of an eye, everything was taken away from me. I no longer know what to do. I felt I lost my drive to continue what I’ve started. I even plan to abandon everything. Or perhaps start molding a new one.
Was I partly to blame? Yes, I think so. But as to the exact details of what I did to cause this, that I don’tknow. I wish they’d explain the rudimentary process of how everything works. That way people won’t be left hanging and wondering what happened. I’m not sure if I will accept my defeat or just abandon the mother ship. As of now, that’s what I’m inclined to do.
I just hope that when I wake up, everything will be alright. I hope that it will go back to its normal state again. I hope that I can find the courage and inspiration to keep moving so that I can have a good ending to what I’m showing to people – my life, my works, my ambitions and aspirations, my opinions and what have yous. I wish it will have a happy ending and I wish that I won’t have to result to creating more leafs without any content or backbone to call it home.
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