What have I been doing over the last 10 days?  My last entry here was the 19th of March. Everytime I tried to go to this site, it seems I got lost. I don’t know why. I get lost to the point of failing to come up with anything to write. My mind is blank and I dunno what to say. As much as I want to keep these concealed thoughts written here, I can’t seem to find the strength to type in those words that I wanted out.

Well, to give you an update of what has happened to me during my hiatus days I’ve had some health related issues going on with myself. I’m having issues with my tummy. Seems like I feel bloated always. And I can’t eat too much or 1 side of my tummy aches. The ache can be compared to someone poking that side of my tummy. Am not sure what really caused this. My theory tells me it must have been those nasal decongestant meds when I got colds. Or the “calamansi” juice I drank. Or could be the soap-flavored iced tea that I drank during one of those Saturdays when I had breakfast with friends. Or, could be air from the electric fan that seeped through my body and got stuck in my tummy. I really don’t know.

Then there’s this never ending changes we have at work. Not really bad but the thought of these changes makes my colleagues want to quit their jobs. I mean, we have to adjust to new situations one way or the other. I hope they don’t see these changes as a burden but rather accept it with open mind and embrace the changes. The sooner they do this, the more comfortable they will be adjusting to the changes.

And of course, my battle with my financial problems. How I wish I could disappear and ran away from all those creditors. I’ve been asking help from my parents now. To support me with the payment of my bills. And now, my bro announces that his dentist insists on removing his braces since the dental plan might fail if someone else finishes the job. He’s going to be transferred o Manila soon.  (The plan was for him to have it removed in Manila and ask his employer to pay for the retainers and denture) But the dentist wants to remove it herself. I bet it was a scheme so that she could get money from us. So, they have to hurry with his braces so that he can take it off before he leaves for Manila. The bad part is since he’s going to finish earlier than the schedule, the balance of his braces has to be paid in full by end of April. Plus additional expenses for his retainers and dentures. This means I have to prepare 20k in a month’s time to pay off his orthodontist. (*sigh*) I volunteered to pay for his braces and I never thought that this will really give me a headache till now. I may have to seek help from my parents for this. I dunno. I really don’t know what to do from here.

Can somebody kill me now?

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