Concealed Thoughts

i need to be somewhere a day from now and i am having second thoughts if i should push through the trip or not. you see, i’m broke. this trip was planned months ago and i failed to set aside money for this since i ran low on funds. and the money i was expecting [...]

it seems that things are not working the way i wanted them to be at home. maybe it’s because my thoughts are clouded with the theory that supernatural beings live in my room and they are a hindrance to my goals and wants in life. well, my mom and some quacks say that there are [...]

a friend confided with me his personal struggles and sexual identity. he is currently confused right now. he claims he is bisexual and gets attracted to both the male and female species. then i asked him if he has tried both. he said he has only tried it with his same sex and has never [...]

a friend and i were discussing about a certain goal we need to do when we travel next year. hopefully we’d both be successful with whatever plans we have in mind. i even told him i’m not too sure about what will happen too since i’m all talk and no deed when it comes to [...]

just finished a late dinner when i saw the bunch of lakatans sitting on our dining table. then i suddenly remembered you asking me how big is big and then i suddenly extended my hand to show you the length of it. hahaha. what was i thinking? and then i saw u tried to measure [...]

then please stop reading this since you won’t like anything written here. these are my own personal thoughts, thoughts i share to no one so it doesn’t really matter what i feel or think as some of these may just be superficial. so for your sake, do not read anything in here as some posts [...]

yesterday, i posted an article about being in denial. today, i am writing here to ask your permission if i can love you secretly? tomorrow, who knows what i’d feel. maybe act cold or act unaffected, or perhaps declare again that you’re just a friend. but for now, can i simply love you? i’d settle [...]

i don’t think so. a friend was teasing me earlier over someone and i was telling her i’m not really into him. well, maybe i am but i really don’t see the point of investing my emotions with this person. i sure like his company but that doesn’t mean i’m in love with him. my [...]