Concealed Thoughts

all of a sudden, without any reason at all, thoughts of being with someone entered my mind. i have nothing in particular. it’s a general someone. at first, i told myself i can live by myself. but after seeing some messages on one of my social networking sites, it came across my mind the idea [...]

where am i on my slimming coffee update? not sure. hehehe. nyway, i skipped drinking the coffee for 4 days since i went out on a trip and couldn’t afford being hungry all the time + constantly going to the bathroom to pee. i think i drank my last stock of the previous coffee. then [...]

One of my favorite love songs… All I Know of Love by Barabra Streisand and Josh Groban with Translation from words in Italian [Barbra:] Once I found a perfect love And you showed me everything there was to know of love Time will not betray the truth And for all the years we’ve shared I [...]

as for you, i’ll try to stay away from you for now. i need to mingle with my own kind so that i can relate or so that i can blend in. but looking for my own kind may seem hard. so unless you don’t ask for my help or call out to me, i’d [...]

am not sure if i can say that i had a good time hanging out with you merely because i wasn’t able to accomplish what i was supposed to accomplish. well, i guess that’s already a given and i saw that coming. i can never bring my work outside my home if i’m in the [...]

After seeing a couple of photos, now I can sleep well knowing that I didn’t over react. Actually, I did. I admit that I over reacted at something. I was just not expecting the kind of treatment from you. I know you don’t have a say over matters but making me feel an outcast was [...]

can someone please cheer me up? i can’t take it anymore and i dunno why but im so down my heart’s so heavy and i dunno why tears falling from my eyes now i just wish this will be over soon i have lots of work to do and i cant go on like this [...]

am not sure what im doing. i am not really eating a lot. i should be loosing weight now. instead im still all bloated. i wonder if there’s really a monster in my stomach. i hate. anyway, resumed drinking the coffee. hope it really works this time.